First off, my classes are alright. Biology I think is gonna be interesting, I’m excited to learn about other religions other than Catholic for a change, plus I’m interested in seeing how all of the people will turn out..; Chemistry is going to be a challenge trying to pay attention to my mono-tone very boring teacher, and history is going to be amazing considering my teacher is from AUSTRALIA! I love her, she’s so nice, plus my favorite subject, ancient history !

This past week has been: Monday & Tuesday exams, Wednesday off, Thursday & Friday new semester.  Last Friday, my friend (lets call her A who I go to school with everyday) was getting a drive from her dad and I wanted to be at school early so I could study while it was quite so I didn’t go with her.  Monday she got a drive from her Mom, so I again didn’t come, Tuesday she decided to come with me, everything was fine. Then Wednesday night I told her I was going to go with the boyfriend that morning cause it was his first day back, she said that was fine and she had to go to one of our other friend’s house to drop something off. She was going to initally come with me to the boyfriends hockey game last night and had permission from her mom, but then yesterday she told me her mom wanted her to stay home, but she was over at someone else’s house till around 6 anyways, so it kind of makes me iffy if she was just saying that, or her mom wanted her to come home. I then asked her last night if she wanted to get a drive with me to school for this morning, and she said no go with your boyfriend. I told her I would just see him at school and I have lunch with him anyways, then she started saying she needs to walk cause its good for her and stuff. I don’t get it.

Yesterday when I was talking to her she seemed upset and didn’t really say hi to me, so then I asked her later on if everything was ok and she was just upset over her classes. Today I tried saying hi, the first time no response, and the second time it was a weak “I don’t really want to talk to you hey” and I said hi again twice later on today. I even asked her if everything was ok again and she said yeah, why. So I explained to her that she seemed upset when I said hi to her the past two days and no response. I hate this bullshit, I hate it when people talk to you and hang out with you and stuff and then the next day barely talk to you, like what the hell? I’m so sick of being the friend that everyone leans on and then when they don’t need you anymore, dropping you. Story of my goddamn life, no wonder the only person I really am around is the boyfriend, he’s the only one that doesn’t drop me because he doesn’t need me anymore. Fuck highschool is complicated.

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