Archive for December, 2008

Wow, depressive thoughts, kind of scary.

Monday, December 29th, 2008

I woke up this morning and thought “I actually have no reason to be waking up or getting up” and it scared the living hell out of me. These past two days I keep having depressive very sad thoughts, so knowing that depression is a side affect of birth control, I now keep wondering if [...]

Depressing, am I not?

Sunday, December 28th, 2008

I feel depressed today. My moods messed up, I really feel like sitting around and crying, and the worst of it is I miss my boyfriend terribly. I should probably be working on my ISU or studying for my exams that are coming up in about a month, not even. I really hate feeling this [...]

Merry Christmas

Wednesday, December 24th, 2008

Christmas is tomorrow, but I’m not really excited. Mainly because it means the bf is leaving the next day . I’m not very happy about it, I only got a week with him. It makes me sad to think about it. He gave me my present last night because I don’t know if I’m going [...]